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2006-02-01T17:49:00.001+08:00

-.-

2006-02-01T17:49:00.000+08:00

=DD

2006-02-01T17:48:00.000+08:00

:))

2006-02-01T17:47:00.000+08:00

;]

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2006-01-31T22:44:00.000+08:00

went out with gq, francee and jinkang today.
it was quite okay.
francee and i wanted us to meet a coincidence,
but ended up they saw each other even before we met so yeps,
we four went together.
watched the memoirs of geisha.
the cinema was freaking cold larh.
the show ended at around 9pm then we went home.
francee and jinkang alighted first.
then after that he and i walked home together.
yeah, thats all.

say all you want okay.
yes, i admit im in the wrong to post such things about you.
but you DID say things about me even till now!
jocasta told me when you both patched up again.
are you trying to imply that jocasta is lying to me?
yeah, i knew i was saying stuff about jocasta and beverly BEFORE i knew them.
that was because of the stuff i heard about them.
i didnt know anything.
i told you was because i trusted you that time.
but AFTER i know them,
i realised they were rather nice.
i quarrelled with beverly is because some things happened.
you people dont even know a single thing larh!
there are like so many things happening and everyone only knows one side of it.
nevermind okay.
i say SORRY can?
and dont pester jocasta about this anymore.
i dont want to see her sigh because of this.

2006-01-31T00:40:00.000+08:00

im so sorry nicole!
sorry for not being able to go to your house tomorrow.
i hope you're not angry yeah?
it's new year so must be happy okay!
anger gives you more wrinkles,
then not pretty already.
so yeps, cheerios!

2006-01-29T09:39:00.000+08:00

due to special request,
minn shall take the time although she's VERY busy to dedicate a post just for jenna TAIJIAN.
okay, here's all i have to say.

L0L!

-the end-
are you feeling very happy now taijian?
=x

2006-01-28T23:56:00.000+08:00

jocasta darling stop crying!
oh man. cheer up.
okay, lets start listing out his bad points so that you might be able to forget him easier.
1) he's a fucking flirt!
2) eeee. he's so ugly.
3) omgosh he's pervertic!
4) yuck he's so disgusting.
5) ewwww his mouth is smelly.
6) gahhh his lungs are black due to smoking.
7) he's so short -.-
8) he backstabs alot, even worse than girls.
9) he's a hypocrite!

dont cry.
hush hush.
since it's over,
cry it all out tonight and start a brand new day tomorrow. =D

2006-01-28T14:59:00.000+08:00

jocasta darling!
this post is just for you.
must feel honoured! haha.
dont cry over that guy okay?
he's not worthy of your tears.
here are the consequences if you keep crying,
1) your eyes will become RED and PUFFY.
2) you dont look so pretty anymore!
3) your nose will be redder than your cheeks.
4) your nose will be blocked and its really irritating.
so, stop crying!
=DD
if you stop crying,
1) your eyes will be still as big.
2) you'll look pretty!
3) your nose wont be blocked and you can breathe easily.
4) your cheeks will be redder than your nose.

haha. must listen to your darling okay.
if he doesnt want you,
nevermind. i want you!
so cheerios! xD

2006-01-28T11:47:00.000+08:00

today's chinese new year eve!
haha.
still a little upset because of yesterday but yeps,
i'll be okay.

why am i always blamed for everything.
i dont understand.
i have not become an ahlian.
i have not!
i have already so many problems i need to solve,
and his side just keeps giving me problems.
his side of friends are all judging me like nobody's business.
they dont even know me!
it's not as if they hanged out with me every single day.
they hardly even see me
or communicate with me.
gahhhh
whatever.

2006-01-27T19:53:00.000+08:00

im lying if i say im okay.
i thought those words wouldnt hurt me at all,
but it did.
cunkuang and i are now on the same boat.
sigh.
now all i can do is to let the feeling last till it fades off.
i guess i'll be alright.
yeah, i guess so..

anyway, can you like fucking treat jocasta better?
she's your stead mind you!
sometimes you treat her cold, sometimes you treat her hot.
what do you take her for?
a toy for you to play around with?
fuck! she's not, alright.
if you didnt really love her in the first place,
why patch with her again?
all you do is flirting around with that peixiu.
yuck can?
jocasta's so sad now and it really hurts to see her like this.
i despise guys like YOU.
now, and forever.

2006-01-27T17:33:00.000+08:00

okay, everything is cleared.
everybody, DONT tease about me and him anymore alright.
we're FRIENDS.
solely friends.
yes, a burden has been cleared off from my back.
im feeling so much better
no doubt im feeling a little upset but yeah,
it wont bother me.
=D

went to jasmine's house with yt and gwen to look at jasmine's new dog.
her dog is SOO CUTE!
it has been a long time ever since the four of us went out and hanged out together.
then after that,
went to hougang mall to have lunch with them and met up with audrey, francee, nicole and shaowei for ddr.
haha. im RUSTY already.

can you guys like please stop blaming me for jeremy's state?
i really didnt want such things to happen in the first place!
why is it that everytime people only think in his shoes and not mine?
i am already trying not to contact him so that he'll forget me.
yet you guys add me in msn and start telling me things.
i am really feeling guilty but what can i do?
i can do nothing!
i really dont know what to do anymore.

2006-01-26T23:39:00.000+08:00

i shall not sms him first anymore.
its probably just one sided.
i dont really like taking the initiative.
sigh.
i'll just continue waiting then...

2006-01-26T20:45:00.000+08:00

i am stuck.
am so confused.
sigh. i dont know what to do.

oh well, today was kinda okay.
laughed quite alot because yt and jaryl were acting together during chinese lesson.
found out lots of stuff.
got quite upset about it.
yeps, had a talk with elena because we were sitting beside each other.
there're like so many unexpected things.
forget it..

anyway, i dont understand why guys like to act as if they're close together.
it is all just a facade.
then behind, they actually backstab each other alot.
it's seems that guys are more complicated than girls.

not only that, i just found out that.
guys are taking the roles of girls and girls are taking the roles of guys.
now guys are the ones who are shy and girls are the ones taking initiative.

everything is so bizarre.

2006-01-25T22:07:00.000+08:00

i'm so freaking happy today.
not only did my handphone bill not exceeded my father's required amount,
i get to get on the same bus with somebody.
haha. but anyway,
its a good thing that my handphone would not be confiscated.
at least i can still continue smsing.
stupid chong yue ting made me sooo embarrassed.
i was trying to disturb her by throwing paper at her during class,
thus i asked adeline for any paper that she dont need any more.
LITTLE DID I EXPECT THAT THE PAPER HAS SOME LOVE THINGS WRITTEN ON IT.
and the worse thing is i tore out the part which has the words i love you and i didnt know cause i did not read whatever that was thrown to yt.
i thought it was just some rubbish.
omgosh. and yt went to scribble some things and then passed it to him.
then zhengyi did not aim properly and the paper dropped on the floor.
then miss yeo went to pick it up.
and she was like..
FROM JM?
who's jm? then she looked at me.
then after that she read,
TO GQ?
and looked at him.
WAHLAO. i was like so embarrassed.
i didnt know that the paper has THOSE STUFF written on it.
adeline didnt know before she passed it to me as well.
everyone was telling me that it was fate -.-
gahhhh.
im dying for embarrassment.

2006-01-24T18:38:00.000+08:00

cheer up kay audrey!
dont cry anymore.
i'll lend you my shoulder when you need it.
my shoulder is very precious kay!
not many people get to lean on it. L0L.
but in anyway,
just chill about this matter.
CHEERIOS!

oh well, went to hougang mall with francee today.
took some lame neoprints. haha.
francee's missing SOMEBODY.
muahahaha.
i "WONDER" who.
okay, here are the neoprints we took.

FRANCESCA'S STYLE!

YIQING'S STYLE!

LOOK! jk=jinkang. L0L.

just trying to be spastic.

anyway, smiled to yiqing today.
if you are reading my blog,
please do know that i smile at you is not because i'm trying to be sacarstic.
but i hope we can be cca mates and that you wont loathe your cca so much anymore.

2006-01-23T19:08:00.000+08:00

yay finally back to school!
please do not mistake that im so excited going back to school because of him.
it's just that school's so fun because our class is fun!
mr tang and miss quek weren't here for their lessons and we had four free periods.
anyway, the matter is really getting out of hand.
and even AVELINE ER knows about this.
shit. she has such a humongous mouth!
i bet this matter would be spreaded big.
i didnt want SO many people to know about this in the first place!
almost everybody was making fun of me and him.
then yt went around saying stupid stuff to him.
somemore shout across the classroom.
but nevermind, i did the same to her too.
i went to tell jaryl that shes interested in him.
L0L. manda and i were like shouting to jaryl as well.
so now, yueting will be called MRS JOO!
wahaha. amanda and i were laughing till our faces went red.
overall, today's pretty slack.
lazy to update anymore.
so tata!

2006-01-22T19:12:00.000+08:00

after today, i'm gonna start my life afresh.
i'll put everything that has happened behind.
i have already cried my heart out and listened to my friends' advice.
thank you francee, elena and him.
we'll just pretend nothing happened.
i'm gonna smile like how i used to everyday.

2006-01-22T16:37:00.000+08:00

yes, i may appear to be the one you dont understand anymore.
but no, i havent changed.
so many things have happened and everybody assumed that the other party is the victim.
has anyone thought of my feelings before?
why is it that everytime i have to be the one who tries to be in the other party's shoes?
what can i do after knowing?
all i can do is to feel upset and guilty and try to find the solution.
but what about the others?
they all assume is my fault and claim that i've changed.
do you even know how vexed i feel now?
is it even wrong venting my anger and voicing out my thoughts?
do you think i want to be so harsh?
i dont like being so bad to others too.
if i can, i would rather treat everyone nicely.
why dont people think in my point of view and listen to my side of story too?
i broke up with jeremy is because i have no feelings for him anymore.
i mistook infatuation for love.
yes, im fickle minded. whatever you say.
you might think that i can just continue being with him and pretend nothing happened so that he wont be hurt.
do you think this is fair for him?
wont he get even more hurt in the end?
might as well end it now before the pain prolongs even longer.
i feel extremely upset and guilty for coming to this decision as well.
he's a very nice person and i had no intention of hurting him,
let alone did i play with him when i was with him in the first place.
i've now found the person i really like.
and about yiqing that matter,
many think that im the unfair one and i kept bullying her.
but no! i did not bully her.
but do you guys even know what she did in the first place?
sigh. forget it.
i'll forever be the bad one.

2006-01-21T20:08:00.000+08:00

went out with shaowei, francesca, shinna, nicole, benjamin, jonathan and liang jun today.
it was kinda fun.
after SO many months,
i finally get to see richard again.
he still looks the same.
my daddy is still so handsome!
haha. [nicole's hubby]
anyway, went to grassroot club for pool and bowling.
as i am EXTREMELY noob at bowling,
shaowei and i went to play pool.
i am SO noob at pool too. T.T
guess im not fated with BALLS.
haha.
today is SO embarrassing!
it's all shinna's fault! >.<
ahhhhh.
i dont want to go to school anymore larh.
sobs. so embarrassed!

2006-01-20T20:44:00.000+08:00

let the past be memories,
and move on with life.

well, i was rather down today.
yes, the reason is him.
i'm feeling guilty.
i wasn't able to concentrate during class.
i kept thinking,
why did it turn out this way?
why does he have to do such silly things?
i really didn't mean to hurt him.
apple asked me why i was upset but i just merely smiled.
shaowei and yueting told me to stop thinking about all that had happened,
but i just couldnt stop.
it all came flooding back.
okay, shall stop talking about this.
anyway, had this new year class decoration thing.
it was so fun.
we were doing alot of lame things and played around.
we've bonded quite a little.
haha it's really fun.
at least this decoration thing made me cheered up a little.
had cca today.
we were doing a basket filled with oranges.
we had to do the oranges and basket ourselves.
the oranges dyed our hands orange!
it looked really yucky.
but had fun though.
talked quite alot with francesca today.
discussed a couple of things and mainly was of GQ.
people whom i've told about should know who i'm referring to.

oh well, im lazy to update further.
tata!

it's probably just a crush.
just infatuation.

2006-01-19T20:06:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry.
i guess we should now put a fullstop to our story.
i am sorry for hurting you,
but i didnt mean it.
it's very upsetting to see the way you're acting now,
but there were no tears because i love you no more.
i dont want to hide from you,
neither do i want to lie to you.
i know your heart is aching badly.
i know you're depressed.
i know im important to you.
but maybe we're really not meant to be together.
i believe you'll find someone much much better than i am.
do not shed tears for me anymore.
i am not worthy of your tears.
after the breakup with joewell,
i really cannot bring myself to love someone so deeply and devote myself into a relationship anymore.
im sorry for my impulsiveness to accept you that day.
it was my fault.
i brought this agony to you.
and i know no matter how many sorries i say will not mend your broken heart.
but i really didnt mean to hurt you.
please pull yourself together.
im not worth it.

all i want to say is,
i'm sorry.

2006-01-19T17:31:00.000+08:00

i believe the misunderstandings we have with her will never be sorted out.
thus, i've decided that we should just leave each other alone.
we'll neither be friends nor enemies.
i guess this is the best for all of us.
i shall stop all the spreadings about you.
shawn was right.
let others backstab me as they like,
i do not have to backstab them like how they did to me.
i thought it over after i've calmed down and realised that it made sense.
and my previous entry was posted out of anger,
but i will not take back my words because i meant whatever i said yesterday.
yes i'm fuming.
yes i want to get back her two times more than what she did to me.
but i suppose forgive and forget will make me an even happier person,
and also, make her reflect on what she did and
probably will feel bad about it and try to make amendments.
i know it'll be hard for me to forgive her but i'll try.
afterall, i've been in her shoes before.
despite the many chances i've given her before,
probably i should just give up now and forget about everything.
i'll treat it that i've never known her.
i'll treat her as a stranger and i wont let her bring my mood down anymore.

im sorry but it's all over.
probably we're not meant to be together.
dont shed tears for someone like me.

2006-01-18T20:20:00.000+08:00

FUCK!
CHENG YI QING YOU ARE THE WORST ASSHOLE I'VE EVER SEEN AND KNOWN ON EARTH.
YOU'VE DONE SO MUCH EVIL THINGS AND YOU STILL HAVE THE CHEEK TO DENY.
WTF.
YOU KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TODAY TO LEE GEK.
I DONT CARE IF YOU ACT INNOCENT INFRONT OF OTHERS AND SAY THAT IM THE BAD PERSON BECAUSE I KNOW YOU ARE THEN THE ONE!
IT'S TOTALLY SCANDALOUS THAT YOU CLAIMED THAT YOU DID THE WHOLE PROJECT YOURSELF.
BLOODY HELL.
JUST BY WRITING ONE PAGE IS CONSIDERED DOING THE WHOLE OF THE PROJECT?
AND YOU EVEN TOLD MDM TIAN LIES.
WE ARE GOING TO EXPOSE YOU OKAY.

AND OH YARH, YOU SAID THAT YOU'RE TREATING ELAINE BETTER.
BULLSHIT!
WOW. YOU'RE TREATING HER BETTER BY STEALING HER BOYFRIEND.
THE BITCHIEST THING ONE CAN EVER DO IS TO STEAL HER BESTIE'S BOYFRIEND.
AND YOU DID THAT.
-CLAPS. YOU ARE THE MOST VICIOUS PERSON I'VE EVER COME ACROSS.
PLEASE STOP BEING SUCH A BITCH.
ARE YOU REALLY SO DESPERATE FOR GUYS?
SO DESPERATE THAT YOU HAVE TO STEAL YOUR BESTIE'S BOYFRIEND?
GET A LIFE!
AND EUGENE IS REALLY THICK IN THE HEAD TO TAKE IN YOUR LIES.
HAH. LIE ALL YOU WANT.
I DONT CARE WHAT YOU TELL OTHERS.
SO WHAT IF THEY THINK I'M THE BAD ONE?
AS LONG AS I KNOW IM NOT, THATS ENOUGH.
THE FACTS WONT CONCEAL FOR LONG,
BEAR THIS IN MIND.

eugene,
do you know how much elaine cares about you?
can you like cherish her?
why did you choose a bitch instead of someone who loves you so much who is elaine?
she really loves you alot, i guess you're aware of that.
if you're feeling the same way to her,
please just give yiqing up.
she's not the type of innocent girl you think she is.
if you think that i'm the bad person because of how she influenced your thinking,
then just let it be because you dont know the truth at all.
just to tell you,
think back about the love and solicitude elaine had given you.
just think about it.

2006-01-17T19:20:00.000+08:00

today was really fun.
we gave each and every one of our classmates a fruit name.
we were laughing really hard for the fruit names dont really suit their faces.
had some kind of committee meeting today.
apple was molesting me.
and durian was making banana and me laugh.
we were told by fruit punch that our class have to start functioning soon
and blah blah.
SO NAGGY.
anyway, JOAN IS TWENTY EIGHT!
and i saw one strand of white hair on her hair.
then peach[zhengyi] broke a window pane accidentally.
we were all stunned when the window pane dropped from the second floor to the first.
then peach went downstairs to pick up the mess.
and we threw the broom down for him to sweep it up.
oh well, lazy to update more.
so tata!

2006-01-16T21:10:00.000+08:00

i'll just summarise my anger in just one sentence.
I DETEST AND DESPISE BITCHES WHO STEAL THEIR GOOD FRIENDS' BOYFRIENDS.
i bet you guys are thinking that this type of people is really bitchy.
i encourage you to detest them more.
be careful alright friends.
those people might be just around you.

2006-01-16T18:07:00.000+08:00

okay, this new skin is done by yueting and me!
haha. we were laming around while doing this skin.
damn funny.
oh wells, show you people some cute pictures of my niece and nephew.
DO NOT BE JEALOUS!

photos of rhea

photos of ryan or ryan and rhea

SO CUTE RIGHT?
haha. love rhea lots!

i love you,
and i miss you

2006-01-13T23:34:00.000+08:00

yt and i were late for school today AGAIN.
and it's all because of the bus.
it was lucky that we were let off because a whole bunch of people
were late while waiting for that particular bus.
the bus driver is really fucked up.
it's not the first time he's late already.
helped elaine[girlfriend] to escape punching card.
shumin and liying were so freaking lame.
then liying took my pencil case and asked,
is sasuke your english name?
then shumin took yt's pencil case and asked,
is ashin your english name?
l0lx. the way shumin pronounced ashin was so funny.
i went around playing the STRING GAME with quite alot of people.
so fun. wahaha.
they were all tricked by me.
then we had cca today.
hmmm.. it was quite fun.
the singspiration part was really funny.
yeps, enjoyed myself totally today.

i miss you

2006-01-12T16:58:00.000+08:00

mrs koh was such a joke today!
okay, i shall correct my sentence.
she's a joke EVERYDAY.
she thinks she's funny because the whole class laughs but actually,
she's just making a fool out of herself.
oh well, at least she made the lesson interesting with her 'funny' actions.
today is really tiring
AND
i couldn't find my chinese project!
yueting and i ransacked my whole room but it was still missing.
i do hope it's in yueting's house.
-prays hard.

2006-01-11T19:51:00.000+08:00

yay! yt, zheng yi and i are all in band three for english!
and miss quek is teaching that bad.
weeeets.
NO MORE JOAN!
wahaha.

well, had this english essay writing thing.
it was quite a rush work so my essay was lousy.
but nevermind,
when i'm in miss quek's class,
i wont do that anymore.
=DD
miss her lameness.

PRAYS HARD-
i hope our heritage project is accepted.

2006-01-09T21:41:00.000+08:00

had the sibling class interaction today.
my buddy is so cute.
haha.
she's called jasmine.
shumin and i are her buddies.
what a joke larh.
she kept talking to me but like sort of ignored shumin.
she's rather friendly and those cute cute and good girl type.
went to play ddr again today.
so fun! =D
got an S for wonderland.
yay.
okay lazy to update anymore.
so tata!

2006-01-07T22:58:00.000+08:00

i cannot stand those kawaii nehx languages anymore.
it's okay if you change the words a little
but not to the extreme that you type like that
'ii`m shh0 kuiite w0rhhs`zx'
seriously, whats with those patterns?
cute-ness? or showing your creativity on improvising words?
i know this post is so gonna offend a couple of my friends
but i meant no harm.
im referring to those EXTREMES.
and guess what,
GUYS use all those kawaii nehx languages too.
that's SO gay.
those patterns are totally not style at all.
and a guy should speak like a guy.
NOT a girl.
okay, back to the kawaii nehx languages.
i find it extremely irritating and it drives me crazy to see people type like that.
i had to try to figure out what they're trying to say.
it's as if the words dont look like words but some kind of alien language.
language from pluto? venus? or saturn?
it's a rather high level of act cute.
i'm lazy to type anymore.
so thats all for now.

2006-01-07T20:02:00.000+08:00

well, here's something i need to admit.
HENRY IS REALLY PRO AT DDR!
he is even better than me.
he passed dead end another when he first played it only.
what the hell.
so i went to compare with him paranoia another,
since both of us were first timers.
okay, at least i scored better than him.
heehee.
then went to try boomboomdollar another.
weeeets. passed it.
okay, that was yesterday.

i tried boomboom again today,
but i failed cause i panicked and pressed the arrows too fast.
T.T
then there were SO MANY bitches there.
there were like..
OMGOSH.
one word to describe them,
YUCK.
oh gosh. wonder which school they were from.
they said that audrey was pretty and started commenting on every one of us.
lazy to update already.
so tata!

2006-01-05T21:44:00.000+08:00

thats it.
stop all your nonsense alright.
gahhhhhh
im disgusted.

anyway,
today yt and i was late for school.
gosh.
and joan chia was telling us that it was an offence and blah blah.
long winded. haha.
quite fun today.
tomorrow we're having a campfire.
secondary ones this year are posers! >.<
and we're also dancing ddr tomorrow.
weeeets.
henry is treating!
heehee.

2006-01-04T19:59:00.000+08:00

okay, had a long day today.
was really tiring.
before i start updating about today,
i would like to thank SHAOWEI!
she polished my boots for me while i was eating cause there wasn't enough time.
well, set up the classroom for secondary one orientation today.
then practised the musical drills.
it was so much better than before.
and i got all hyper and did stupid stuff.
i was jumping around and laming with the others.
after that i did the aaron kwok dance and jamie was behind doing the background dance.
L0L. all of us laughed our head off.
then the whole thing ended at about five plus.

it's so freaking irritating.
our heritage project was rejected.
what the hell.
we took so much effort to do it.
only two groups' projects were accepted.
and what i heard was that they COPIED and PASTED the information.
oh wow.
we took so much efforts and ours were rejected while the other two groups' were accepted.
and those projects which got rejected credited their resources,
but those which were accepted didn't credit their resources.
whats wrong with crediting resources?
it really pisses us off when we had to re-do the whole thing.
sigh.

anyway,
just realised that this year's secondary one students have LOTS of posers.
lazy to update more already.
so tata!

2006-01-03T18:56:00.000+08:00

okay, i'm finally secondary three.
i know i should sound happy but i'm not.
i miss 2e5.
i miss all the fun we had during lessons.
class is so quiet now,
and the teachers are all so strict.
i miss miss quek's lame jokes.
everything changed,
and it has become so mundane.
it's as if i dont want to go to school anymore.
even our co-form teacher separated yueting and me.
so now what,
i'm stuck with this girl i dont know and she seems like a moron to me,
no offense.
i turned and she kept smiling at me.
at least try talking to me or something?
usually im quite friendly and have loads to talk about.
but now,
i have totally no mood to do that.
my mind is still stuck with 2e5.
T.T
if i had a time machine,
i would turn back time and make it stop there.

2006-01-01T22:46:00.000+08:00

it's a new year!
lets all work hard yeah.
well, havent been online for two days.
was sorta drunk yesterday.
i couldnt walk straight, what the hell.
then my face went all red.
yishi too. haha.
but anyway,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
i do hope we can complete our project tomorrow.
God bless us.
=D

2005-12-29T22:25:00.000+08:00

the new year is starting soon.
which means i'll be in a new class,
which means i'll be separated with 2e5.
sigh.
two years of friendship with every single one of them.
seriously, just one missing would be really weird.
let's start with secondary one,
all of us hated jeremias to the core.
we wanted him out of our class.
but when we were in secondary two and he was out for a few days,
it was really weird.
although he's really snobbish and everything and we hated him,
but his presence is actually as important as every single one of us.
even the not so popular ones like yongwei, boonpin, jiahao or terence,
are also as important.
it's really upsetting to see 2e5 part when we've finally bonded so tightly.
i remember how our class joked and played around.
it was really fun.
the bbq we had was the first WHOLE CLASS outing.
though it was raining,
but we had a bbq under the rain!
haha. thats really special.
it's a memorable night.
really, it was.
and it was the first time the four of us actually sat together at the beach.
the four of us are also separated now.
but they'll always be my besties.
i miss every single one of you from 2e5.
i love you people!

some messages for some of the people in my class.
jasmine ong - thanks for being such a great friend.
i know the incident that happened a few months ago was hurting for you,
but it brought the four of us closer to each other.
besties forever!

gwenlee- SPASTIC ASS! l0lx. you're a great friend. haha.
thanks for offering those hugs when i was crying.
i love you rabbit!

ahchong- haha. best friends for FIVE YEARS already.
thanks for being by my side everytime i'm down.
without you, i would probably be still crying away.
muack muack! L0L.

sheryl- thank you for cheering me up and giving me advice.
although you are my mei,
but you are wiser than me.
much much wiser. =D

actually i wanted to type one for chuang guang,
but yeah, dropped the idea.
haha. lazy to type somemore.
so tata!

2005-12-28T15:56:00.000+08:00

okay, here's my NEW SKIN!
firstly,
i would like to thank ANN GEE!
thanks to her codes. =D
at first, i wanted to try out another type of codes.
ended up after two hours of trying,
the whole thing screwed up.
so, i made a new layout and used ann gee's codes.
IT TOOK ME LESS THAN HALF AN HOUR!
l0lx. so yeps,
thank you anngee!
comments people.

2005-12-27T18:19:00.000+08:00

made this new dextop wallpaper today.
click on it to look at the whole thing.
<

heehee.
made a new blogskin too!
comments people!

2005-12-26T20:57:00.000+08:00

christmas is over T.T

oh well, nevermind.
this year's christmas is indeed a memorable one.
it's a start of a new story.
anyway,
went out with selina dasao, cousin zhiwei and my mom today to shop.
as usual, zhiwei and i quarrelled ALL THE WAY till we went home.
i bought a pair of purple dangling earrings,
a purple necklace,
a pair of shoes
and a purple shirt.
wahaha. PURPLE CRAZE!
l0lx.
lazy to update the details.
so yeps,
thats all folks!
buhbye.

<333

2005-12-25T11:34:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
enjoy your christmas yeah?
and dont forget...
TO MISS ME!
wahahah.

2005-12-24T09:32:00.000+08:00

currently playing : blue - love r.i.p

anyway, THANKS JENNA!
haha. thanks for cheering me up and believing me!
yeps, those people who know me well should know im not those ahlian girls.
l0lx.
like JENNA!
and audrey and francesca and more more more.
jenna is getting more and more humourous nowadays.
haha.
anyway,
YAY! IM GOING OUT TODAY!
finally.
muahahaha. =x

2005-12-23T15:05:00.000+08:00

currently playing : blue - only word i know

i am so disappointed in you.
you lied to us again.
we trusted you even when you lied to use previously,
yet now, you lied to us again.
why cant you just tell us the truth?
its not as if we'll eat you up or something.
or if you want to continue to hang out with her,
then so be it.
why did you say that you were on bad terms with her,
and didnt want to hang out with her and all sorts,
when you still hang out with her.
you made it seem as though you and her quarrelled till real terribly.
there's no reason to lie to us just because you didnt want us to detest you.
and we wont detest you.
but because you lied to us,
we cant trust you anymore.

2005-12-22T20:40:00.000+08:00

currently playing : blue - the gift

wahaha.
look at shaowei's and my blog!
DAJIE and ERJIE,
shaowei and me!
shall kill ALL villians.
especially the biggest one who asked the lamest question on earth.
that person's question is equivalent to asking somebody whats the meaning of eating.
L0L.
anyway,
THE BADDIES SHALL DIE
AND THE GOODIES SHALL PREVAIL!

okay, now im currently into blue's song. heehee.
they rock!
especially LEE.

2005-12-22T17:10:00.000+08:00

currently playing : blue - love r.i.p

oh wells, just did this new skin out of boredom.
please comment on it.
i know it's not really a nice work of mine but yeah,
i tried the highlighted words on the layout.
took me quite some time.
enjoy =)

and stupid francee!
quick pass me the transparent scrollbar codes. >.<

i recommend everyone to listen to love r.i.p!
it's really nice.
heehee.
thats all folks!
tataa!

2005-12-22T12:18:00.000+08:00

currently playing : blue - sorry seems to be the hardest word.

finally i was able to talk to him.
gosh. i was so happy.
but anyway,
i cant wait for saturday.
i can finally go out! >.<

took some lame tests because i was feeling rather bored.
and spent my time watching batman and totally spies.
l0lx. its so nice!

oh well, thats all for now.
buhbye!

2005-12-21T18:02:00.000+08:00

muahahah.
smart francesca, huimin and peiling.
they figured out my purpose for doing certain things.
heehee. yeps, evil me.
but in anyway, it's FUN.
those people who are smart should have figured out long ago.
francesca and i were laughing over the phone.
hmmm..
seriously, if you would like to have a PRIVATE blog,
you would it keep REAL PRIVATE and wont reveal to anybody right?
but somebody is rather dumb to reveal to his/her friends the url and slowly,
many people start to find out.
that somebody dont dare to publicise his/her blog,
yet that somebody dont want to make it rather private either.
hmmm.. i wonder what that somebody is thinking.

2005-12-21T13:06:00.000+08:00

i am SO BROKE NOW.
spent too much money on ddr. T.T
so, i've decided to make christmas cards instead of buying them.
i'm only giving to those close friends.
yeps, and of course my three best pals.
if i didnt send you one,
it might be because i do not have the time to make somemore,
OR i dont have your address. =p
so hereby, i say sorry yeah.

2005-12-20T22:44:00.000+08:00

i hate the feeling of missing someone.
i really do.
sigh.
get your damn phone from your brother please.
T.T

another day of no you.

2005-12-20T18:59:00.000+08:00

firstly, i would like to wish francel a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
haha. you are finally sixteen.
able to watch nc16 aye?
i have to wait for TWO MORE YEARS.
meanwhile, i shall just smuggle myself in. =p

cheer up francel and jenna. =)
and yishi,
dont think too much about that thing already yeah?
call me everytime you need someone to talk to.
yeps.

hmm.. yiqing,
i know you are reading my blog.
got a boyfriend already aye?
siming.
seriously, be careful of him.
dont let history repeat itself again.
hope that guy's not as bastard as tam but you have to beware.
although i have not yet forgiven you,
but i cant stand being very bad.
in anyway, dont ever stead with our school's guys after this.
really...

2005-12-19T19:00:00.000+08:00

after reading gilda's long post,
it sort of made sense.
but still, in the first place,
do we even like to ostracize yiqing?
seriously, we feel bad doing so.
but then again, it's really upsetting to see what she had done.
it's really heartwrenching when someone whom used to be quite close to you,
actually turned out to be someone like that.
someone whom befriends you for popularity,
hoping to attract more attention.
but not someone whom befriends you for you.
yes, backstabbing is inevitable during friendships.
even i and yueting backstabbed each other before, once.
five years of friendship and we backstabbed each other,
but still, this lesson brought us closer to each other than before.
true enough, it happens for some friendships.
but for the friendship with yiqing,
she didn't do it for just once or twice or thrice.
it was continuous.
i swear, we really meant to give her another chance to change.
but i am really at a loss as to what to do when one side she's pleading us to give her a chance to change,
when the other, she's actually cursing you and backstabbing you.
if you were us,
how would you feel?
i believe you will get pissed off.
no matter how many times we tried to talk to her,
it was just futile.
yes, everyone's attitude is not good to start with.
but at least us, friends, tell each other our mistakes and change from them.
and be a better person.
for example me,
my attitude was bad. way bad.
but yueting tried to change me,
she taught me things and made me understand.
shaowei's temper was rather bad too,
and she bears grudges.
but i talked to her about it,
i told her no matter what i'll be beside her.
it goes the same to all friends.
and we did the same to yiqing.
we were always told to use the grace God has to forgive us to forgive others.
but tell me,
just how many people can do that?
humans are selfish,
and humans take time to forgive a certain person.
i may say that i won't forgive yiqing anymore,
but it was just out of anger.
who knows one day i might be okay with her again.
but no, not now.
i am not ready.
i am cross with her.
cross with what she had done to all those whom were close to me.
and cross with what she had done to me.
there're many types for people in this world.
one type is those who will refuse to change no matter what.
another type is those who will gladly accept comments and change.
i dont know what type yiqing is in.
but from what i see now, she's from the first type.
i am really sick of all these things that are happening.
really tired...

2005-12-18T12:41:00.000+08:00

is love suppose to be sweet or bitter?
why is it that everytime you get heartbrokened in the end?
tears always have to shed.
smiles and laughter were just temporary.
the pain is just so unbearable.
sigh..
yishi, dont feel upset already yeah?
i'm feeling rather upset too.
i miss him.
i know you miss your him too.
i understand what you're going through now.
i've gone through it before..

anyway, SHINNA.
GREAT JOB! xD
wahaha.

2005-12-17T22:45:00.000+08:00

i'm lazy to blog about today so i shall summarise it REAL short.
haha. today is SO FUN.
went with yt to parkway parade today to shop.
i had a haircut. haha.
kinda umm i dont know..
but yeah. quite okay.
then she went to my house for dinner.
and she went home at about nine plus.
TATA people!

2005-12-16T20:33:00.000+08:00

oh well, shall update about today.
i spent like THREE HOURS and wrote only half a page of a book review.
haha. was watching tv also larh. =x
then yt called me,
so we talked for awhile and she came over to my house.
we watched yesterday's episode of rainbow connection.
TODAY IS THE FINALE!
after watching, we went to do our chinese project.
we chose to change the lyrics of the song and drawing a comic strip of the song.
wahahah. the song was damn funny.
we were laughing all the way.
then we sang and sang.
after that she went home at around eight plus.
and we're meeting at 11 tomorrow to go out.
i cant wait. >.<

2005-12-15T21:44:00.000+08:00

okay, shall put all those unhappiness behind me.
was listening to maksim's pieces to calm myself down.
seriously, after two years, i've finally found an idol.
a talent that's worth me idolizing and look up to.
no doubt he is maksim mrvica.
maybe you might not have heard of him or maybe it rings a bell,
but his pieces are heavenly.
he won alot of championships in international piano competitions.
gosh, he can play fast and slow songs.
when i say fast, i mean REAL FAST.
his fingers move like the wind. [kinda exaggerating]
but yeah, he's just damn fast.
i'm now submerging myself into his music.
MY IDOL! >.<

2005-12-15T20:57:00.000+08:00

now, i am feeling fucking pissed.
for goodness sake, YOU.
if you want to scold me in my blog,
put your fucking big name there.
do not pose as your sister and tag.
on one side you are so sad, hoping that i would give you a chance to change.
on the other side, you are scolding me and posing as your SISTER.
you are such a coward.
PLEASE USE YOUR BRAINS BEFORE TELLING ME STORIES ALRIGHT.
say what,
your sister told you that she went to my blog and spammed when she doesnt even know my blog url.
are you stupid or what?
plus,
if you want to act AHLIAN, please DRESS LIKE ONE.
you have such a poor dress sense and there you are trying to copy other people's style.
the way they take photos,
the way they talk in msn,
the tone they use to speak because they have backup.
you dont even have backup and you want to speak like that.
not only that, you even stared at ahlians and ahbengs,
wanting to show your friends how ahlian you are and how big a backup you have when you DONT EVEN HAVE ONE.
can you like use your brains?
staring at those people for nothing will get you into serious trouble.
have you even thought of that?
and please, HAVE SOME ORIGINALITY PLEASE.
DONT TAKE OTHER PEOPLE'S WORK AND CLAIM IT AS YOURS.
YOU DETEST EXTREME COPYCATS WHEN YOU ARE ONE?
ARE YOU IMPLYING THAT YOU DETEST YOURSELF TOO?
YOU ARE CONTRADICTING YOURSELF.
i dont understand,
why do you have the need to suck up to popular people in school just to gain popularity?
you want to attract more guys in school?
or do you want the history to repeat itself again,
when you were together with vincent tham.
you are dirty. VERY DIRTY.
and a bitch too.
never in my life will i forgive you.
bear those fucking words in mind.

2005-12-14T19:51:00.000+08:00

wahaha. here are the brands.
the first one,
the illuminati brand.

this is the illuminati diamond.
look! are euu able to see the words 'earth, air, fire, water'?
it's freaking cool.

this is the brand, earth.
from the book, the victim was killed with earth stuffed into his mouth ; suffocation.

this is the brand, air.
the victim was killed with his lungs punctured.
there were two holes right under his ribs.

this is the brand, fire.
the victim was burned alive.

the last brand, water.
the victim was drowned in a fountain.

gosh. all these brands are damn cool.
>.<

2005-12-14T18:49:00.000+08:00

i did a new skin.
it was actually quite effortless.
had the inspiration last night.
yeps. so people, give me your feedback alright?

i've finally finished the angels and demons book.
time to go on to the da vinci code.
dan brown is a damn good writer larh.
now i am so interested in the satanic cult, illuminati.
it's so coool! if i can find the brands,
i'll post it in my blog yarh. =DD

2005-12-13T14:47:00.000+08:00

watched two shows that edison chen acted in.
OMGOSH HE IS SO COOL!
ahhhhh. he's so handsome too! >.<
now im caught in between edison and sasuke. l0lx.
need to make a choice.

anyway yishi,
this is for YOU.
-BIG HUG!-
i dont know what happened to you but i know you are really very sad now.
if im not wrong, it's about ahming.
but hey, he's not the only one who loves you.
i love you too!
dont keep everything in you alright.
if you cannot stand it anymore, look for me!
i can give you a big hug. =D
cheerios!

2005-12-12T19:50:00.001+08:00

hmm.. went to meet my god brother who just came back from australia.
he and his stupid hair -.-
went to meet francesca and shaowei for breakfast and ddr first,
then went back to school to get some of my books.
gwen was really crazy.
she suddenly shouted my name, but i couldnt see her.
so when shaowei moved a little, i managed to see her face.
she came forward and hugged me. -.-
when she's all wet and sweaty. l0lx.
after that i met weiqing, my godbrother.
we went to the arcade again,
and francesca, drey and shaowei went to join us.
after playing ddr for awhile,
weiqing and i went to look for liyin jie.
her dog licked me larh! YUCK.
but yeah, had a chat with her and realised that so much happened.
she's going to court on wednesday,
so i hope she'll get a lighter sentence yarh.
thats all for today.
buhbye! =DD

2005-12-11T11:24:00.000+08:00

i shall blog about my trip to genting yarh.
but i'll summarise it short and sweet.
met yishi and her family at my block area at around 8am,
then we set off to JB for our breakfast.
i sat in the car till my butt was numb.
reached genting at around 3pm.
took a short nap and set off for dinner.
the others went to casino or the arcade and my mom, yishan, yishi and i went to shop.
spent like 110 bucks in the first day already.
after that yishi and i went back to the hotel room to look after my brother.
so yeah, spent the night there watching tv and slacking.
after that i went to sleep cause i was too tired and yishi pounced on me wanting me to wake up.
MOLEST!
haha.
the next day we woke up too late so we couldn't have macdonalds breakfast,
so my brother was rather disappointed.
yishan, yishi, jin wei and i went to kenny rogers for our breakfast.
the others went to somewhere else.
gosh. the muffins at kenny are damn nice!
so after eating, all of us met up and yishan, yishi, my mom and i resumed shopping.
spent another 100 bucks.
at around 2pm, we went up to the hotel room.
then the stupid zhiwei wanted jin wei, yishi and i to accompany him to shop something for his girlfriend.
but because we're kinda tired,
we rested at the hotel room for a while first.
i thought jin wei was sleeping soundly so i talked real loudly about the plan yishi and i had.
about going to the haunted house and make jin wei scream so we can call him gay.
L0L! then he woke up and flashed his middle finger at me.
we formed this gayles club. damn funny larh.
yishi and i are lesbians and jin wei and zhiwei are gays.
L0L. jin wei kept giving the retarded look.
so off we went to shop again.
at the lobby, i was like telling yishi that infront of us is a gay and a sex maniac.
then jin wei turned around and gave the retarded look again,
all of us laughed and laughed.
when we were at the shopping centre,
yishi hooked my hand and zhiwei went to hook jin wei's hand.
L0L. jin wei's hair were all standing up.
damn funny. haha.
as far as i can remember,
i flashed my middle finger at zhiwei for many times.
he's darn idiotic.
and of course, i slapped his stomach alot of times too.
after shopping for so long,
all of us were back.
yishi and i wanted to sleep but both of our mothers were real irritating.
at first they went to my room to demonstrate some kinda stupid yoga stuff and made a din.
then they went to yishi's room to talk about sex. -.-
what the hell.
then yishi and i couldnt even have a good sleep.
so after that all of them went out for dinner and yishi and i stayed in the hotel and called for room service.
they were off to casino again and left us with my brother.
so we just slacked around and watched tv.
then the last day,
we had to rush all the way back to singapore because zhiwei had to watch the mayday concert with his girlfriend.
ended up there was traffic jam and all sorts.
he's really unlucky.
so he was late for the concert for like an hour plus.

overall, i totally enjoyed myself.
bought two skirts, two shirts, a belt and an anklet.
=DD

2005-12-07T12:35:00.000+08:00

i'll be off early in the morning tomorrow.
gosh. i'm so gonna miss you peeps.
i know you people are gonna miss me too! =p
lee gek's gonna miss me most.
she kept saying that she'll miss me. wahaha.

okay, i'll be stuck with my cousin for three days. >.<
listening to her torturous naggings of ahming. haha.
i cannot stand it sometimes.
and she's like taller than me by dont know how many cm,
and i have to tip toe to put my hands over her shoulders to console her.
so malu. haha.
people, dont cry kay.
i know you'll miss me.
cause you'll be short of someone lame to talk with.
wahah. =x
quick hold me back!
dont let me go!

okay. dont lame anymore.
just take care yarh people.
ciaos!

2005-12-06T18:25:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE FUCK.
my maid threw two of my piano books for grade six away.
just two cost 58bucks larh!

gosh. im so gonna die in my piano teacher's hands.

2005-12-06T14:47:00.000+08:00

well, before i start posting about what happened today,
there's something i need to state.
okay, this is MY blog.
so i have the rights to post whatever i want.
who are you to tell me to keep my comments to myself and not post about it?
if you dont like me to talk about renyi in my blog,
then just cancel the window.
moreover, i only posted ONE entry about him.
why kick the big fuss?
i didn't invite you to visit my blog in the first place.
and if you want to protect your friend,
then that's your problem.
because what i've stated is the TRUTH.
people can choose to believe and not believe what i've said.
plus, it's their thinking and not ours.
we cant possibly control them right.

okay here's what happened today.
it's really damn joke and stupid.
i waited for MY SNAKE[yueting] at macs for more than half an hour,
and i looked like a fool sitting there doing nothing.
people were like staring at me and thinking what i was doing.
so when she came,
i flashed my middle finger cause i was rather pissed for waiting so long.
then yueting was like,
i went to look for you at all the 159 bus stops that we used to go and stopped!
i was like,
i told you to meet at macs what! we were supposed to meet for breakfast.
so yeah,
MISUNDERSTANDING.
when she came,
the breakfast time was just over.
what the hell.
so i wanted mcmuffin.
then the cashier was like,
umm.. there's no more egg. so i give you the muffin and the meat.
i was like -.-?
then yueting was laughing away.
so ended up i ordered nuggets.
as usual we started laming like crazy and we guffawed.
after we finished eating,
we went to buy our textbooks.
it was so freaking heavy so we took a taxi home.
yeps, that's all.

2005-12-05T13:47:00.000+08:00

YAY! im getting my skirt today.
wahaha.

gahhhhh.
i NEED to control my feelings.
i promised to stay single.

im in love with you.

2005-12-03T11:43:00.000+08:00

1. Yueting
2. Jasmine.O
3. Yishi
4. Shaowei
5. Nicole
6. Francesca
7. Beverly
8. Jocasta
9. Audrey
10. Joesline
11. Queenie
12. Gary
13. Jeremy
14. Jenna
15. Tiffany
16. Anngee
17. Shinna
18. Elaine
19. Jamie
20. Daniel

How did you meet 13?
through joewell.
What would you do if you never met 5?
cry.
What do you honestly think of 10?
the best mommy!
Have you ever liked 3?
yeps! more like love?
If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?
no! she wont die. we promised to die together.
Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
umm.. they dont even know each other.
Do you think 12 is hot?
L0L! he's too lame to be hot.
Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?
NO! yueting belongs to me. heehee.
Do you know any of 3's family members?
i know ALL. she's my cousin. =D
On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?
omg? do euu have 0? l0lx.
What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you?
my hair will stand. haha. she's too obsessed in machi didi to say that to me.
Who is 8 going out with?
ME! wahaha.
Would 18 and 5 make a good couple?
umm.. they dont even know each other well.
When was the last time you talked to 6?
yesterday? and we even had an evil talk. -grins.
What is 18's favorite band?
not sure.
Does 4 have any siblings?
yeaps. i'm one of her younger sister.
Would you ever date 1?
OF COURSE! euu are asking of the obvious.
Would you ever date 7?
yeaps i certainly will! plus, we still have a date.
Is 15 single?
narh. she's attached to me. <33
What is 19's last name?
weiling.
What is 3's middle name?
she doesnt have one.
What is 10's fantasy?
ME! l0lx.
Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?
haha. definitely not. jamie dont go for people lyke jenna. =x
What school does 16 go to?
xinmin secondary.
What school does 1 go to?
xinmin secondary.
Where does 9 live?
sengkang.
Would you make out with 13?
UH? no thanks. im devoted to sasuke. =D
Are 5 and 6 best friends?
sorta. but they quarrel everytyme they meet.
Is 20 older than you?
yeah. a few months..
Is 4 the sexiest bitch prettiest girl alive?
narh. she's NOT a bitch.
Is 17 your ex?
haha. no. she's my buddy.
Do you ever see yourself with 12 and 18?
12?! omg. a total nono. we quarrel everytyme. 18. she's already mine.
How is 2?
my lame and pretty best pal! <333

2005-12-03T11:05:00.000+08:00

YAY! i finally get to talk on the phone with mommy joesline!
it has been weeks since i talked to her.
she had been so busy with her work and with the fact that my handphone was confiscated,
she couldn't contact me at all.
so finally yesterday,
i stayed up at the computer till midnight and she came online so she told me to call her.
she was so excited. i wasnt even THAT excited. haha.
but i was very very happy.
so we starting blurting out whatever that has happened.
i told her about alot of things. felt so much better after talking to her.
after that her boyfriend called in and we conferenced.
so we just talked and talked till my mother came into the room and started screaming at me.

weets. off to shop at bugis with my cousin yishi today.
haha. cant wait. i want to play DDR.

2005-12-02T11:41:00.000+08:00

MORNING PEOPLE!
wahaha. five more days and i'll be off to genting to play!
wheee. i'm so gonna sit those thrilling rides with my cousin yishi.
i sat with her that roller coaster the previous time.
haha. but she forget.
the both of us even said we would scream together.
anyway, i feel sad for her because she wont get to see her XIAOMING.
it's okay, IM HERE.
she's so gonna hug me when she sees me.
i know she miss me. =p
man.. i'm so bored at home.
someone come and visit me.
i'm ROTTING...

pronounced DEAD.
soh jyr minn.
died at age 14 due to boredom.
her husband, uchiha sasuke,
died together with her.
THE END.

2005-12-01T17:01:00.000+08:00

when will you stop doing stupid stuff?
CAN YOU TELL ME?
why did you have to spread around that i said shinna was a backstabber.
it was spreaded till even jocasta also knows about it.
hey, i didn't say that okay.
i only said i HEARD from people that shinna was a backstabber.
I DIDNT SAY THAT SHE WAS.
do you know that you spreading false rumours will spoil my friendship with shinna?
and plus, she's my buddy.
you are really far too much.
can you use your brains before talking?
fuck.
you are always the cause why my day is spoilt.

2005-11-30T22:32:00.000+08:00

okay, after THREE LONG MONTHS,
then i found out some truth from jocasta about that stupid one eye big one eye small ex.
hey hey,
are you a gay or what?
you behave worse than a bitch.
just because i was the who initiated the broke up,
you have to tell your buddies to come and spam my board and make my life miserable in school aye.
you think you are freaking big in school?
for goodness sake,
you are NOT.
you are just a desperate asshole who has no looks nor HEIGHT.
see that?
you are SHORT.
forcing me to make out with you is already shameful enough.
instead, you TOLD other people that i was the one who forced you to make out with me.
HELLO? i dont care if you want to spoil other people's impression of me just to save yourself.
but fucking please tell stories that people will most likely believe.
and those buddies of yours are plain brainless to take in those stories.
you made it seem as though im the baddy and you are the victim.
ohmygosh. get a life.
you? a victim? YUCK.
you prevented jocasta from getting close to me because you didnt want her to know facts about what you did to me.
but TOO BAD,
now the both of us are pretty good friends.
many people knows about what you did.
the facts dont get covered for long.
you and your STUPID lies.

2005-11-29T18:07:00.000+08:00

AHHHH!
MY APPEAL FOR SUBJECT COMBINATION WAS A SUCCESS!
WOOOOOO!
SO HAPPY!
i was so happy that i cried when nicole received the sms from shaowei saying that my appeal was a success.
everybody was like congratulating me and yt and i hugged each other and jumping.
she and i are in the same class!
this adds on to five years of being classmates and best friends.
wheeee!
but shaowei's appeal was a failure.
sigh.
cheer up kay shaowei.
don't worry,
you still have us!
yeaps. =D
we'll work hard together yeah.
ALL OF US SHALL GET GOOD GRADES NEXT YEAR!

now, all of us have learnt not to trust some people easily.
we've decided to ignore everything else that is happening already.
we may be very good friends with them,
but we'll not trust them with our stuff anymore.

L0L.
KUKU FAMILY TREE
nicole - KUKUJIAO
hubby- rain
jyrminn - KUKUZHU
hubby- sasuke
yueting - KUKUJI
hubby- ah xin
shaowei - KUKUMAO
hubby- machi didi

2005-11-28T19:27:00.000+08:00

what has my blog fucking to do with you people?
if you dont like it,
then just cancel the window.
i didn't DEMAND a tag from you people right.
kindly just LEAVE.

2005-11-26T19:28:00.000+08:00

so here goes my post after having done the quiz.
today was really fun.
enjoyed myself thoroughly although there were some disagreements with the teachers.
at first it was games time,
the bloody grass was so muddy.
gahhhh. i got my legs all dirty.
YUCK.
the people in my group weer complaining larh.
confession:
SHARON KEPT MOLESTING ME! >.<
celeste please watch over your hubby properly. l0lx.
i kept telling sharon that sasuke would be jealous if she kept touching my butt,
but she didnt care.
crazy girl. haha.
after the games, yt came!
her church camp just ended.
heehee. i missed her truck loads larh.
it's so fun to have her back cause i had so much to share with her.
as i expected, she had loads to share with me as well.
so the both of us isolated ourselves from others first and started talking.
then nicole came to disturb us,
after some time she went away.
yt was like,
i was hoping that she leaves us alone quickly because we were talking halfway.
i was like,
same sentiments!
it's like we really dislike people who interrupt while we're actually having a heart to heart talk.
after talking,
i helped nicole painted her nails on ONE HAND.
haha. then the food came so her other hand wasnt painted.
after eating and all sorts,
it's our free time!
we rushed to the beach and went into the sea.
we were splashing water and it was salty.
after that francesca, jamie, nicole and i sat down in the waters.
then mrs peh came to scold us. -.-
okay, i admit, we were wrong.
we were wearing white shirt and got ourselves so wet that our shirt became transparent.
with the fact that some of us even wore coloured bras,
it was even obscene.
some LAO TI KO-S actually stared at us,
and we stared back.
so yt and shaowei were like,
AHEM!
and they turned away.
stupid asses. bleagh.
so after that yt and i went to play with the swings.
she was screaming because shaowei pushed her to high up. L0L.
i was laughing my head off.
after swinging,
we joined the others to play flying fox.
it was so FUN!
yt was screaming her lungs out when she was on it.
i laughed and laughed. damn funny.
she still said it was fun and not scary when she actually screamed the loudest.
hahaha. francesca also screamed alot.
there was once when francesca actually fell from the flying fox so it was my turn.
little did i know that i fell too.
freak. it was damn pain.
my fingers are now blistered and the flesh at the side of my nail is a little teared.
but that didnt bother me much,
i still continued playing.
so after playing, we took the catered bus back to church and went home with yt after that.

2005-11-26T19:19:00.000+08:00

oh well, was asked by peiling and francesca, my spastic NU`ER to do this quiz so yeah,
here it is!

o1 you get one wish of anything, what would you ask for ?
i would ask for all the money in the world so that i can go for an EXTREME shopping spree with my clique.

o2 what animal would you be ?
PIG! duhh. it resembles me.

o3 something you want to do in your life:
i want to complete my piano till diploma.

o4 one time there were these ninjas (continue):
with the name sasuke, naruto and sakura.
and sasuke fell in love with jyrminn!
and jyrminn loved sasuke as well.
so they got married and lived happily ever after.

o5 one song you could listen to over and over again:
hei se mao yi from jaychou.

o6 coke or pepsi?
hmm.. pepsi perhaps.

o7 something you currently desire:
more freedom from my parents.

o8 what's a "mastoid" (no peeking of dict.)
alien word.
it doesnt exist in MY dictionary.

o9 one good deed you've done lately:
scolding SPAMMERS. hehh.

1o a funny moment in your life:
my recent class bbq.
okay, i miss my class loads.
and i miss my three best friends too.

oh well, END OF QUIZ. =D

2005-11-24T09:14:00.000+08:00

i thought of the past.
it flowed back to me when i laid down on my bed.
the past of me and aky.
aky, you have left a very deep footprint in my heart.
remember the first time we knew each other?
we hated each other,
and you even called me a bitch and i called you an idiot.
it was leo who told us to make friends and know each other more.
after that, we became the closest friends.
you were my very first kor.
i remember i fell in love with you for a period of time.
you didnt like me but you didnt want to hurt me either.
nevertheless, you still treat me very well.
i was very childish back then,
and you had to bear with my nonsense.
when it was the first time i had a stead, boonsheng.
you tried to warn me that he was a bad guy,
but your words turned on deaf ears.
when he had hurt me so deeply,
you tried all means to cheer me up.
and i know, you hated him to the core for hurting me.
i felt comforted because you cared so much for me.
remember the time when we composed a song together?
we used mcfly - five colors in her hair as the tune for it was our favourite song back then.
we composed the song to scold boonsheng because you knew i was still wounded.
we laughed real hard because we made the song so funny.
i also remembered that whoever made fun of your name always got a scolding from me.
i didnt like people making fun of you because you were someone special.
i can say, you were the first guy friend who treated me so well.
i advertised you to my class,
telling them how much i like you.
now that i've thought back,
i find it rather childish and stupid.
you had always considered my feelings before doing anything.
we were very close, very very close.
how i wish you are reading this entry now.
right till this moment,
i have regretted hurting you.
regretted disowning you.
you were such a great friend,
such a great kor.
but i didnt know how to cherish you.
i know no matter how much tears i shed will not bring you back.
but deep down inside,
i still yearn that one day we can be friends again.
i miss the times we shared.
and..
i miss you.

2005-11-21T14:39:00.000+08:00

BOOYAH!
oh well, here's my new skin.
sonatina of a fairytale. hehh.
people, please comment on it.

2005-11-19T20:29:00.000+08:00

went out with yt today.
so fun larh.
as usual, we were laming like crazy.
both of us were like on a shopping spree.
we kept buying clothes.
we bought identical skirts, tops and necklaces.
and i bought a pair of earrings.
we saw necklaces that we fell in love with at first sight.
mine is lime green and yt's is gray.
it's sooo nice!
but because we didnt have much money left,
we resisted the temptation to buy somemore stuff.
then we saw this damn cool clock.
wanted to buy it but...
NINETY NINE BUCKS. -.-
yt and i were like,
umm.. haha? so cheap man.
l0lx. after that we went to grab a bite and went home.
we've arranged to meet some other day next week to get the necklaces we saw.

nothing much to update anyway.
take care people and God bless.

2005-11-18T19:23:00.000+08:00

although we have settled out things,
but it will not be the same anymore.
we can never be close anymore.
if you change,
we would be happy for you.
but if you just change for a short period of time just to make us happy,
then i'll say it's no point.
because if you want to change,
change because you want to change and not to make us happy.
plus,
do you know that it made it even harder for me to forgive you?
do you know that you were the one who made beverly and i so far apart?
i didn't want to treat beverly this way.
she is my mei,
and i dote on her alot.
but because of you,
i was so disappointed.
you kept trying to steal the limelight,
kept trying to get close and push me away.
ended up,
i just stand at a corner.
you backstabbed me somemore.
it is really hard to forgive you.
VERY VERY hard.
but at least now im trying.
do you know that me asking you to join us for ddr today,
made alot of people unhappy?
i wanted you to join because i remembered that i promised to give you a chance to change.
but remember,
i'm not a saint.
i cant just easily forgive someone who has done so much to hurt me.
i shed tears,
ALL BECAUSE OF YOU.
at least i still kinda talked to you and joked with you during gb.
at least i TRY.
sigh.
just hope you'll change thats it.
and please, treat francesca as a friend,
and not a throwabout.

STUPID FUCKED UP SYLVESTER.
you are damn irresponsible!
I LENT YOU TWO OF MY COMIC BOOKS AND YOU LOST IT.
I SPENT 20BUCKS ON JUST TWO COMIC BOOKS.
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING.
NOW IM NOT EVEN SURE IF THE COMICS ARE STILL ON SALE.
YOU THIS FUCKTARD RETARD!
YOU BETTER SETTLE EVERYTHING THAT YOU OWE ME ONCE AND FOR ALL.

2005-11-17T20:02:00.000+08:00

why did things have to turn out this way?
why is it that everytime when i forgive someone for her wrongdoing,
she just made things worse again.
WHY?
someone fucking tell me why.
i am so angry.
so so angry.
was i wrong to forgive her?
not only am i angry,
i am very upset too.
i am so disappointed.
those tears were tears of disappointment and sorrow.
i used to treat you as a good junior,
a good friend.
now, you made things worse,
made me so pissed off.
you know what,
i feel like going up to you and slap you right at the face.
i want you to stop whatever crap you are doing now.
i was playing the piano,
calming myself down.
i was thinking,
should i stop the prank?
and the answer was yes.
i didn't want to be so evil.
but yet again,
you made me so angry so pissed so upset.
how the hell am i going to stop.
i want to stop,
i dont want to see you suffer.
but why do you like to see me in such pain then?
can you just fucking stop all your rubbish.
let me have some peace.

2005-11-16T10:14:00.000+08:00

oh my.
just watched a video jamie showed me just now.
cruelty towards animals.
i watched halfway and closed the window.
it is far TOO cruel.
what the fuck are those people thinking.
animals have feelings too.
they feel like we do.
at the very LEAST kill them before taking their skins off right.
but those people just cut the skin off and start tearing it from their body.
when they are ALIVE.
cant they imagine that they are those animals,
and feel the pain?
all they ever think about is MONEY.
isnt humanity more important?
i am so disgusted by the people's actions.
those blood and whining before death,
it was as though the animals were calling for help.
the scene was just so..
so freaking saddistic.
arent does people who are doing the peeling job gets disgusted or whatever?
where's the humanity?
it's because of the humanity that makes us HUMANS.
that makes us different from animals.
GAHHHH.
talking about this makes me pissed.

2005-11-14T10:50:00.000+08:00

well, just reflected on some things just now.
from the spammer at drey's blog,
he said that drey's character sucks and why do we still help her.
okay, STOP.
that's what i've been thinking about.
i realised that we always judge people with their bad sides,
and totally forgot their good sides and how well they've treated us.
just because of one mistake,
we'd mark down that person and start hating him or her,
thinking about how to revenge and get back at him or her two times, three times etc more.
and just because of one mistake committed,
we would refuse to forgive him or her.
when we have committed a mistake,
we would want people to forgive us instantly.
but why is that when others committed a mistake,
we do not have the grace to forgive them instantly?

now im thinking,
should we stop the prank?
should we just forgive her instantly?
but.. it's just so hard.
she just did too much.
too much to handle.
why did she have to say such things to spoil others' impression of me?
i'm like.. nevermind.
maybe we should forgive her.
maybe we shouldn't.
maybe we should forgive her AFTER the prank.
i dont know.
BAHHHH.

2005-11-13T14:55:00.000+08:00

shaowei, drey, francesca and i are on blogskins spree!
wheeeee.
we are doing blogskins time and again.
so fun.
heehee.
shaowei and drey coming to my house tomorrow for badminton.
yay. hahah.

2005-11-12T14:18:00.000+08:00

i refuse to think about it.
have i really fallen for you again?
it has been six months since we broke up.
SIX MONTHS.
why did the feelings come back again?
why did you treat me so nice again?
why did you talk to me so often now?
i am just so confused.
you were the one i was with the longest
you were the one whom i loved the most
you were also the one who brought me so much happy moments.
but you were also the one who hurt me the most.
it was with you then i experience what's loving someone to the core.
everyone could tell how deeply in love i was with you.
i really dont want history to repeat itself again.
i dont want to get hurt.
i'm trying to abstain from relationships,
but why.
why did the feelings just flowed back.
i just hate it.
i hate to have the feeling of being confused.
i dont know what to do anymore.
i am not even sure of my feelings.
BAHHHH.
fed up.

2005-11-11T19:53:00.000+08:00

i am just so disappointed in you.
all of us have trusted you again.
we didnt treat you coldly because of the past incident.
we thought spending one hour talking to you,
you would not commit the mistake again.
we gave you a chance to change.
we trusted you fully again.
and this is what you gave us.
i am just so upset,
so angry,
so pissed.
why do you have to do this?
why do you have to put drey in such a fix?
why do you have to do all these again?
i was so shocked when i heard this.
when i told nicole about it,
the both of us were totally upset.
we were very disappointed.
and our mood totally changed.
plus, today is her birthday.
i really dont understand you.
what do you stand to gain by doing all these things?
yt and i really wasted our efforts,
trying to persuade people to forgive you and giving you another chance.
if yt were to hear about this,
she is so gonna be upset.
and with shaowei's condition now,
i dont know if she can take this blow.
she's so fragile now.
i dont want to keep it from her because i know,
she'll be angrier.
nicole and i were trying to think of the best way to break the news to her.
and decided that i should try to talk to her first.
oh God,
please help shaowei now.
she needs your guidance.
please give her the calmness needed to overcome this blow.

sigh.
why do you have to make this happen time and again.
WHY

2005-11-10T20:38:00.000+08:00

to my BELOVED dajie shaowei ;
just want to let you know that you are not alone.
yeah, i know you need time to sort out your thoughts.
you are confused over everything.
although i dont know the cause of it,
i'll always be there for you and lending you a listening ear.
i believe you didnt want to tell us because you didnt want us to worry.
and you didnt want to go out with us because you need time to think.
that, i understand and i wont hold it against you.
i believe everyone needs a break sometimes.
dont worry about nicole being angry and stuff,
she'll be okay.
you said you have two paths now.
and one of them is the bad side.
dont think about going to the bad side,
dont even think that you are the same as ziqian.
because you are you.
you have to choose the path that you think is right,
and not following into her shoes.
just dont worry so much larh.
minn is here! hahaha.
take care yeah.
minn loves you.

2005-11-09T17:57:00.000+08:00

wahah. went to play ddr with beverly, nicole, shaowei, francesca, yiqing, elaine, peiling, kristin and another two more girls.
damn fun larhx.
heehee.
enjoyed myself thoroughly.
and, I SAW SASUKE'S POSTER!
l0lx. =x

anyway, TRNCE,
euu are NOT welcomed to tag at my blog anymore.
i am freaking pissed at every word you said.
i hate it when i put in so much efforts and YOU said that it looked like it was made in paint.
FINE.
you are a multimedia student and i am NOT.
and it was the first time i used adobe photoshop.
you think what?
i'm some kinda genius who knows everything straightaway is it?
YOU talked as if my piece of work is some sort of shit.
you don't know how hurting it is especially when i have spent SIX HOURS trying out the brushes,
adjusting the codes,
trying out the sizes and the stupid animation.
i DONT like to talk to people like YOU.
BAHHHH.

2005-11-09T10:04:00.000+08:00

yaye! this is my new skin!
the FIRST skin i've done using adobe photoshop.
dumb larhx.
took me such a long time to complete this skin.
photoshop is really not that easy to use. T.T
PLEASE COMMENT ON MY NEW BLOGSKIN.

weets. going for ddr later at one.
together with SPASTIC nu`er[francesca], CRAZY mommy[nicole], VIOLENT da jie[shaowei],
MEI [beverly] and yiqing.
miss them all so much except for one.
heehee.
people should know who.

2005-11-05T18:16:00.000+08:00

wahaha. today is so fun!
and i am so happy! xD
i passed my drill test!
weets.
ahahaha. yay!
i can be promoted and move on to stage two drill test.
WOOTS!
while we were waiting for our results,
i was imitating how ANGIE was FLIRTING.
damn funny larhx.
nicole, shaowei, yt and i were laughing like crazy and angie stomped off. =x
wahahah.
so after everything was over,
the four of us went to heartland mall for our lunch.
shaowei and i went to kfc.
then yt and nicole went to yoshinoya.
miss vennie and gilda met us at kfc and ate with us.
damn funny larhx.
shaowei and i remembered the MONKEY-FROG guy.
L0L! only shaowei, yt and i know who he is.
his name is joel seah i think.
l0lx. then we remembered samuel.
the SHORT guy.
but two cm taller than me -.-
he's damn joke.
anyway, after eating,
we went to dance ddr!
wahaha.
then after that drey and francesca joined us and yt went home.
then at around five,
beverly came to join us.
wahaha. so fun yeah.
oh well, nothing much to update anymore.
take care and God bless!

2005-11-04T21:13:00.000+08:00

in a DAMN fucked up mood right now.
HA.HA MISS delia,
all thanks to you, jamie, nicole, dawn and i can't get out total defence silver badge.
HOW GREAT.
we took alot of efforts to complete it okay.
and YOU even had the cheek to say that you didn't see our project nor touch it.
HELLO?
i vividly remembered that nicole passed the project to you personally cause you told us to pass it up to you.
you even took it from her hands and scrutinized it before putting it on the table.
shao wei saw it too okay.
WHAT THE FUCK.
so you lost our project,
and we couldn't even get a grace period to re-do our project because why?
miss sherilyn didn't allow us to.
she BLAMED us for not taking care of our project.
HOW ARE WE SUPPOSED TO TAKE CARE OF OUR PROJECT WHEN IT WAS ALREADY IN YOUR HANDS?
fine! no more badge and thats it.
are you happy now?
fuckerrr.

2005-11-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

wahaha.
went on a ddr spree today.
so fun.
the watoto concert was also real nice.
enjoyed myself thoroughly today.
weets.
gonna play ddr more in future!
gee is so damn pro in ddr larhx.
sobs. i'm like so noob.
but it's okay, i'll improve!
oh well, lazy to blog about what happened today.
so tata!

2005-11-03T00:22:00.000+08:00

wahaha. today's so fun and tiring.
start from the afternoon.
yt came to my house at around 1.30 to get her boots and we went to school at around 2.
after that she was hungry, so we went to compass point to eat.
as she's sick, she had to eat.
so i said it'll be okay if we were to be late for cca.
then reached school at 3.15.
it was a relief that ma'am didnt scold us for being late.
then did drills practice till 4.30.
how tiring.
after that i went to change into my class tee and went off with jamie, angie and yt to wait for angie's parents.
then miss quek came along with us.
her parents drove us to yt's house first,
to get the noodles.
then her parents drove us to pasir ris park to meet up with the other peeps.
it was about to rain.
at first it was only drizzle,
then it stopped.
so sheryl, melanie, jamie, yt and i went to the beach to take photos.
me and mel wrote our names on the sand.
wahah. so nice. =D
then it started to rain again.
so we went back to the pavilion.
then it was raining heavily.
and teresa, jamie, some other guys and i were surrounding the bbq pit.
using the umbrellas to cover the food.
i was totally wet yeah.
then i bbq-ed the food for around two hours plus.
STUPID YONG WEI got scolded by me for alot of times.
he was like,
THOSE COOKED FOOD GIVE ME EAT HOR.
i was like,
box you larhx! eat eat eat. we havent eat yet can. somemore we're the ones bbq-ing the food.
dumbdumb ass.
then minghao also got a scolding from me a couple of times.
L0L. poor him.
he larhx, never hold the umbrella properly.
then the rain dripped on the food,
and into my shirt.
it's like my hands were hot but my body is cold.
dont know how to say.
then yt larhx,
got drunk.
bth her.
she had her medicine and she went to take vodka.
i warned her so many times already but she forgot what i told her.
then she got very very drunk.
so i accompanied her to the beach.
then i was like,
there's a star there, let's wish upon the star.
then she was like,
there are so many stars! i drunk you not drunk you cannot see arhx?!
i was like, -.-''?
okay nevermind.
then i supported her back to the bbq pit.
then gwen was drunk as well.
but not as bad as yt.
yt is really out of her senses.
she dont even know what she's talking.
then i accompanied gwen to the beach.
and jasmine looked after yt.
she was real shaky and didn't want to go home.
so i offered her to stay at my house for if her parents find out,
she won't be able to go out anymore.
but her father refused so ended up we took angie's father's car home.
then i accompanied yt to her block.
but she kept pushing me away.
i could tell that she was okay but still,
i'm worried.
then after that she told me to chase for the last bus cause it was coming,
then i told her to take care and rushed for the bus.
good that she's okay now. =)
oh well, had a real long day today.
and it was fun!
miss you guys loads.

2005-11-02T11:59:00.000+08:00

STBQ,,
stop acting like you are some kinda poor guy who needs love and concern.
you are just being PATHETIC!
stop cheating girls into loving you okay.
because you are not worthy of even being loved.
so what?
you are going to hit them like how you did to queenie in the past?
oh yeah, i forgot, you call that LOVE.
what a psycho.
and i am NOT a bitch.
female dogs dont type nor talk.
they BARK.
get that clear okay?
and please,
stop criticising me on my english.
yours ain't any better okay.
i still have to correct your grammatical errors.
isn't that PATHETIC?
you have reached the highest level of being pathetic.
that's uber good.
cause i reckon no one has reached that level yet,
except you.
guess you are extremely honoured aye?
and STOP using hokkien vulgarities on me.
you should that my level of hokkien is real low.
if you want,
use english vulgarities on me instead.
stop commenting on my studies when YOU don't even care to go for your N levels.
so you are trying to lecture me when can't even get your stuff done properly?
so what if you are good at gaming?
gary, my kor, is even much better in gaming than you.
and he studies hard too.
there are loads of people out there who has more talent than you in gaming.
you don't even want to work hard for your studies and depends on only gaming.
you are not fit to even lecture me or advise me.
YOU are not worthy of my respect.
and YOU are not worthy of my help nor concern.
we have NOTHING to do with each other anymore.
and i am indeed disappointed that you even have the cheek to backstab joewell.
ask yourself,
who was the one who always lent you money whenever you needed it?
who was the one who always tried to help you whenever he can?
who was the one who always accompanied you when you were bored?
who was the one who always cheered you up?
who was the one who helped you so much? so much more than anybody?
IT WAS JOEWELL OKAY.
at least recognise his efforts and appreciate them.
he didn't even chase you back for the money you owed him.
he expected you to return him bit by bit.
ONE THOUSAND OVER DOLLARS.
get this straight in your head.
ONE THOUSAND OVER DOLLARS.
have you ever imagined how disappointed joewell was?
him being so kind to you is a total waste.
and your mother,
she even had to pay fifty bucks to joewell every month to pay back the money you owed him.
YOU owed the money and SHE has to pay back.
plus, you even hit her.
YOU LAID YOUR HANDS ON YOUR MOTHER.
WHEN YOUR MOTHER LOVED YOU SO MUCH.
WHEN SHE ACTUALLY FORGAVE YOU FOR EVERY WRONGDOING.
TRIED TO HELP YOU,
HOPING THAT YOU WON'T BE A GOOD-FOR-NOTHING SCUM.

just.go.to.hell

2005-11-01T23:38:00.000+08:00

BOOYAH!
haha.
today's such a boring day.
chong had a diarrhoea and couldn't come. T.T
hope she gets better tomorrow!
we'll be going back to school for cca.
sian diao.
but anyway,
WE'RE HAVING A CLASS OUTING TOMORROW!
class bbq.
weets.
how nice. =D
the WHOLE class will be there.
including quekquek.
it sure is gonna be damn fun.
whoever wants to contact me,
just call me or sms me on my handphone yeah.
wont be home till night.
take care and God bless you. x)

2005-10-31T21:10:00.000+08:00

wahaha. today is so tiring and fun.
chong and gwen came to my house today at around 11plus.
then watched naruto till around one plus then went to the bus stop with gwen for she has to go to school for her training already.
then at the bus stop,
i saw hong xi!
ahhh.
he's so damn handsome.
then i was like,
chong! hong xi!
he heard that and he turned and looked at me,
then smiled.
AHHHHH.
l0lx. so cool and charming! >.<
anyway,
after that when gwen boarded the bus,
we realised that she forgot to take her shoebag from chong -.-!
we had to go all the way to school just to give her the shoebag.
what the hell -.-'''
then chong and i wasted one hour just to go to school and come back again.
after coming back,
we went to the hall downstairs my block and started training for our drill test this saturday.
we trained for two hours then went up to my house to get badminton rackets.
we played badminton for two hours plus and even challenged with a short guy.
l0lx. chong and i were like,
HE'S SO ACTION.. -.-
but nevermind,
he's really VERY VERY active.
hahah. then chong and i were laughing while playing badminton.
we made loads of stupid actions.
wahahha.
then after that she came up to my house for dinner and went home at around eight plus.
she's coming again tomorrow.
wahahah.
i wonder what's gonna happen.
im looking forward! l0lx.
oh well,
take care people and God bless. =)

2005-10-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

people who wants to snatch away MY uchiha sasuke,
SHOO SHOO!
he's mine! >.<

i LOVE him to the bits.
i am now officially MRSuchiha.
wahaha. l0lx.
francesca, your new daddy is uchiha sasuke.

2005-10-28T20:59:00.000+08:00

this entry is dedicated just for you, jas.
i believe we owe you an apology.
we're sorry jas.
it is indeed rare for the four of us to be best friends.
it is fate that brought us together thus we must really cherish this friendship.
though in between these two years we have misunderstandings and quarrels,
but ended up we're still so close.
because we learn to forgive each other no matter what.
even for this incident,
we shouldn't have treated you so coldly for these three days.
we're best friends what.
we should learn to forgive.
everyone has their flaws.
i know it's hard to maintain a friendship because it takes alot of tolerance and being able to accept each other's flaws.
sometimes we may be unhappy with each other but we didn't judge this bad thing alone and forget about whatever good we have done for each other.
i can still remember the times when the four of us really hang out very often.
come to think of it,
it has been a real long time ever since the four of us have a proper outing.
yeah, i miss the feeling.
i reckon you three miss it too.
it's inevitable that we will backstab each other sometimes but i know,
we still forgave each other.
why? because of this friendship we treasure.
i was so touched that you put the picture you, yt and i took in the bus as your handphone wallpaper.
and i am real touched by all the things you have done for me,
and the concern you have showed.
yeah, we're wrong to judge you so badly just because of your flaws.
now that i've reflected,
i feel really guilty.
i remember how each of us stood up for each other when we were accused, teased badly or whatsoever.
it's really bad of us to sort of neglected you and not forgive you for your mistakes.
because i believe that us as your best friends,
should be the ones who should forgive you real fast.
it doesnt matter if others dont want to forgive you,
it doesnt matter if others dont know you well and judge you badly.
as long as us, your best friends, forgive you, believe you,
that's enough.
and that's what we're gonna give to each other.
chong and i are already okay with you.
now it lies with gwen.
i believe the four of us can still be together again.
remember we used to tell each other we'll be friends forever?
this will be the forever,
and it will remain.
i love you three! x)

p.s. thanks for all you have done for me. thanks for the concern and everything. i appreciate everything and i cherish this friendship. yeaps, we'll be friends forever. =)